Monday, December 06, 2004

As you can see, I have decided to change my blog's title again, and this was due to the fact that there were so many blogs with such I title, which brought about some confussions somewhere.
But am happy with the new title and I hope it will stay for a while and its unique in its own way.
I have several posts to make but the way I see it, this will be much later in the day since there are certain elements here that are trying to get on my nerves and thats the last thing I want to do when posting my thoughts. But let me see what I can post for now.
The md has just done something that made me feel like shouting at him, since to me the action interpretes that he can't trust me or he doesn't think I can trust myself to do something constuctive with the 'privacy at hand'. Well all I can say right now is, He can go you know where...
The weekend was great, went to church, nice sermon, changed my mind about staying for blink and decided to go for the bbq instead. Had a great time there something I didn't expect to happen considering what had taken place earlier with some of the pple organising the event.
But I think what somehow messed up the day was me going to see sud. This just made me feel so 'dirty', stupid and foolish. Further more it reminded me of the very thing that I have been trying to avoid all week and that's negative feelings esp. towards myself. Don't ask me why I did it since I can't answer that even to myself.
On saturday I went for a friends's confrimation at all saints, the change of scenery and pple was nice but I knew at the end of the day I was going to pay the price. Which I did and to make matters worse youknowwho wasn't home and that meant doing everything from scratch. You will be shocked to note that I was with smartkid all this time! (Gosh why do I punish myself)
Hope the week will be fruitful, interesting and fun. Few annoyances and less mood swings and more joyful moments.
To all my readers nice week!

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